It was a good weekend

This weekend was a good weekend. Yes, I worked a full two days of it (Friday night until 11:00). Sunday from 14:00 to 18:00 and Monday from 08:00 to 17:00, but I also had a birthday braai for my husband and spent some quality time with him for what felt like the first time in years. I really love spending time with him when he let’s me. With “lets me” I mean I didn’t really realise it but he has had his walls so high up for so long I forgot what the man on the inside of the walls look like.

Since he met with his biological sister he has let me be there for him. He’s been vulnerable with me and I could take care of him emotionally. I know I haven’t been perfect with him, but I feel like I really stepped up for him. Now I must just remember to take care of him emotionally. Something I can probably only do if I first take care of myself emotionally…

I must continue to figure out my emotions and how to attach to people… And how to be a normal human being. It’s difficult though but I think I’m learning…

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