Goodbye darling

First week of divorce…

My sweetheart, you were my first love, my only love. I hate loving you and I love hating you.

My darling I would’ve jumped over the moon for you. I would’ve picked out the stars myself if this would put the sparkles back in your eyes. I would’ve done every single thing under the sun for you.

Why did it have to be like this?

Your love turned to hate so fast. Each breathe I take hurts. Each song is a memory. Each touch is torture. Each memory is painful. I loved sweetheart. I love you still. My heart aches for you. I want to hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay. I want to love and have you forever and always. The truth is everything will never be okay again. Goodbye darling. I wish you well. All the best for you. Just by the way I really did love you.

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