So yeah I mean I’ve been pretty happy/ productive over the last few weeks. I got an earth work farm which is great. I’ve set some goals and am progressing well towards reaching them. Hell, I even exercised. But today I got my period and with it the worst back pain in the world. It just made everything a bit more difficult and slow… And now I find I’m feeling really dissatisfied with myself the world and everything… Maybe that’s part of the BPd thing. I dunno… I do kinda feel that I’m being a bot rough on myself. I mean I didn’t do nothing, just less and maybe I didn’t even do less. Maybe I just feel like I did less. I think maybe a good nightly routine could fix some of my issues. Can anyone recommend one?
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I've got borderline personality disorder. I'm divorced. I'm in my early thirties. I'm really confused. I'm in a relationship. I'm an entrepreneur. I'm honest. I like to think I'm a good person. I'm definitely an empathic person. I'm a caring person. I try to make the world a better place. I experience extreme highs and extreme lows. I have difficulty processing emotions. I have difficulty maintaining relationships. I've got an extreme fear of abandonment. I'm still learning how to be a better me. I have low self-esteem. You'll have to look very far to find a more loving person than me. I love deeply and fiercely. I love dogs. I love dancing, writing, poetry. Occasionally my posts include poetry. Most of the time it's just me talking to you. It helps me process things. It helps me remember things. It helps me create a sort of constant reminder of who I am. I'm grateful to those of you who read my posts and leave a helpful comment. I try to include helpful links to resources and stuff, when I can. This platform means the world to me. I've met some really wise, amazing and supportive people. Thank you for giving me a space where I can literally just be me - no holds barred. View all posts by arielhopewhispers