When I read these words from Lilblondezombie I feel…
Grateful for her courage to share this. Grateful that she has written the words that I’ve been too afraid to write. Afraid of the emotional pain that still lies in store for me during this divorce. Proud of myself because even though I know this about myself… And I knew how “impossible” it is for me to leave my favorite person… I still did it. When he turned really abusive, when I had to choose between my life and soul and having him around… I chose me… And I’m still standing… Yes, I’ve bled, yes, it hurts, yes I’ve become suicidal yes I Jabe thoughts of self harm and innapropriate coping mechanisms coupled with an impulsivity and self destructive ness that have skyrocketed to new levels. But I did it and I’m still standing. And that counts for so much so I am honestly so proud of me. Thanks for bringing it up lilblondezombie!
I've got borderline personality disorder. I'm divorced. I'm in my early thirties. I'm really confused.
I'm in a relationship. I'm an entrepreneur. I'm honest. I like to think I'm a good person. I'm definitely an empathic person. I'm a caring person. I try to make the world a better place.
I experience extreme highs and extreme lows. I have difficulty processing emotions. I have difficulty maintaining relationships. I've got an extreme fear of abandonment. I'm still learning how to be a better me.
I have low self-esteem. You'll have to look very far to find a more loving person than me. I love deeply and fiercely.
I love dogs. I love dancing, writing, poetry. Occasionally my posts include poetry. Most of the time it's just me talking to you.
It helps me process things. It helps me remember things. It helps me create a sort of constant reminder of who I am.
I'm grateful to those of you who read my posts and leave a helpful comment. I try to include helpful links to resources and stuff, when I can.
This platform means the world to me. I've met some really wise, amazing and supportive people. Thank you for giving me a space where I can literally just be me - no holds barred.
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Good for You 🌹
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Thank you Jack. I appreciate it 🙂
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Sweetheart, I understand your pain, and I am here for you. Hang in there. Lots of love and warm hugs. ❤❤❤
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