If all progress takes place outside my comfort zone and
The heart of wisdom is tolerance.
If I am the only one that can give myself peace
And I am the one floundering in the middle
Gasping for air
Having a near death fish experience
Over and over again
The secret of true happiness is letting every situation
Be what it is,
Instead of what I think it should be
And this secret is inside the circus
Inside of me.
Calm down. Or you’ll burn out. Like a flame that flickers, then blazes into light, puts up a fight, tries to swallow all the darkness in the world whole in one piece in a few seconds, before it flickers once more and then slowly dies. Calm down. Or you’ll burn out.
I’m feeling very overwhelmed. Very lonely. I’m not sure why. But once again I spent the whole day working, then trying to relax but failing to do so. I am exhausted now. Just falling into bed. Quickly trying to figure out my mind just before I drift off into a desperate and exhausted sleep.
The truth is every reality you perceive is your reality.