And there are nights like these…

Hey you…

So today I spent virtually my while day playing theme hospital… Hiding from reality, hiding from everyone else, especially myself… I’m not a fan of my emotions… And as they lockdown days drag on I find it harder and harder to want to access those parts of myself.. I am aware of a distinctively uncomfortable feeling inside of me that I can’t quite place… This leads to thoughts of helplessness, hopelessness and a sense of being not good enough and yet unhinged. I’m afraid of my dark side. Aren’t you?

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