So its been a pretty rough ride the past couple of weeks -not gonna lie. And today I think it just all came crashing down when it started sinking in… And its such a lonely space to be in… It feels like no one will ever understand your pain and your pain will never heal and everything is hopeless… Which is where I am once again reminded how thankful I actually am for this blog…
Yes, I can write down all my depressing stories, bleed on these pages through poetry and write about my less than ideal situation and feelings, but I can also be reminded that life is full of ups and downs and that I’ve always made it again in the past – why would this time be any different? I can look through my wall of wisdom, my compliment corner, my motivation mirror and take heart…once more… Just once more… So I can live to fight another day. Which is why I am proud of me for contributing to my wall of wisdom today, even after everything… I’m still here and I’m still breathing…
I've got borderline personality disorder. I'm divorced. I'm in my early thirties. I'm really confused.
I'm in a relationship. I'm an entrepreneur. I'm honest. I like to think I'm a good person. I'm definitely an empathic person. I'm a caring person. I try to make the world a better place.
I experience extreme highs and extreme lows. I have difficulty processing emotions. I have difficulty maintaining relationships. I've got an extreme fear of abandonment. I'm still learning how to be a better me.
I have low self-esteem. You'll have to look very far to find a more loving person than me. I love deeply and fiercely.
I love dogs. I love dancing, writing, poetry. Occasionally my posts include poetry. Most of the time it's just me talking to you.
It helps me process things. It helps me remember things. It helps me create a sort of constant reminder of who I am.
I'm grateful to those of you who read my posts and leave a helpful comment. I try to include helpful links to resources and stuff, when I can.
This platform means the world to me. I've met some really wise, amazing and supportive people. Thank you for giving me a space where I can literally just be me - no holds barred.
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