I lost myself

Inside myself


And its so hard to remember


Who is that even

and does it matter

Do not let me be

but let me go

and lets see

if I’ll ever know

myself ever again

See when I was with him

He was there

I had someone to serve

Someone to stand by

believe in


Build a life around

A home

And now?

Now he is gone

and me with him

An empty shell

A person I don’t know

A life I don’t want to live

So much confusion

Is what I am left with

And I’m scared

I’m so scared

to be honest

I’m to scared to think

or live or breathe

more than one breathe at a time

Yet I wonder,

How I wonder

Who the hell am I?


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