PS: Also its nice on nights like tonight to be able to read some of my previous posts… Whether they are journal entries, poems, scribbles, whispers… they’re mine…and they mean that I exist. And existing means that I haven’t given up…yet.
4 Months after I escaped my ex-husband and this is still one of my favorite songs…and I don’t know if I’ll ever move on from here, but there’s a sweetness to this misery…a kind of freedom in being… Miss Nothing…and Miss Everything…all at once… #breakupramblings #breakupsong
I’m miss autonomy, miss nowhere I’m at the bottom of me Miss androgyny, miss don’t care What I’ve done to meI am misused, I don’t wanna do Be not your slave Misguided, I mind it I’m missin’ the trainAnd I don’t know where I’ve been And I don’t know what I’m into And I don’t know what I’ve done to meAnd as I watch you disappear into the ground My one mistake was that I never let you down So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind On miss nothing, miss everythingI’m miss fortune, miss so soon I’m like a bottle of pain Miss matter, you had her Now she’s goin’ away
I’m misused, misconstrued I don’t need to be saved Miss slighted, I mind it I’m stuck in the rainAnd I don’t know where I am And I don’t know what I’m into And I don’t know what I’ve done to meAnd as I watch you disappear into the ground My one mistake was that I couldn’t let you down So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind On miss nothing, miss everythingMiss everythingAnd as I watch you disappear into my head Well, there’s a man who’s tellin’ me I might be dead So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind On miss nothing, miss everything
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