Less Alone

Lets face it.

I am less alone right now than I was back then,

when I was

married to him.

I’m more a woman

than I was back then too.

And whether that’s because of me

or because of you

I’m grateful for it.

That’s progress.

PS: Also its nice on nights like tonight to be able to read some of my previous posts… Whether they are journal entries, poems, scribbles, whispers… they’re mine…and they mean that I exist. And existing means that I haven’t given up…yet.

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Miss Nothing

Miss Nothing – The pretty reckless

4 Months after I escaped my ex-husband and this is still one of my favorite songs…and I don’t know if I’ll ever move on from here, but there’s a sweetness to this misery…a kind of freedom in being… Miss Nothing…and Miss Everything…all at once… #breakupramblings #breakupsong

Lyrics – Miss Nothing – The Pretty Reckless

I’m miss autonomy, miss nowhere
I’m at the bottom of me
Miss androgyny, miss don’t care
What I’ve done to meI am misused, I don’t wanna do
Be not your slave
Misguided, I mind it
I’m missin’ the trainAnd I don’t know where I’ve been
And I don’t know what I’m into
And I don’t know what I’ve done to meAnd as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I never let you down
So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everythingI’m miss fortune, miss so soon
I’m like a bottle of pain
Miss matter, you had her
Now she’s goin’ away

I’m misused, misconstrued
I don’t need to be saved
Miss slighted, I mind it
I’m stuck in the rainAnd I don’t know where I am
And I don’t know what I’m into
And I don’t know what I’ve done to meAnd as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I couldn’t let you down
So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everythingMiss everythingAnd as I watch you disappear into my head
Well, there’s a man who’s tellin’ me I might be dead
So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind
So I’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything

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